Why english is kinda hard

Dont get me wrong, stories are cool. but when most people in the class dont care and decide to talk so loudy that you cant concentrate on the book infront of you, it makes it kinda hard.

i have adhd and while it has been easier for me to tone down my hyperactivity, its still hard for me to focus when im reading the words on page and hearing whats going on around me. its like the words go right through my eyes if i dont push all my focus on the book. which makes it kinda exausting.

Its like trying to lift something heavy up but mentaly? If that makes sense.

its hard for me to block out stuff and i dont know if its an autism thing or an adhd thing or maybe both.

I probably shouldn’t be focusing on what it is but it makes me understand myself a little better.

it would be better if i was home since i wouldn’t hear people talk but im not allowed to bring the book home.