looks 2009 cause i miss 2009

i cant stop thinking about it

people say “you should just move on” but how? how are you supposed to move on when it keeps popping up in your head, constantly reminding you of how much of a faliure you are.

i couldn’t sleep last night. i mean, i kinda did. but in short spurts. id wake up then fall asleep.

i hate how one single image can just make me feel like the worst person on the planet. Or even the most toxic i guess.

i could have been there with them but i had to go and fuck it all up like i always do.

i cant even distract my self with games and when i tried to go on youtube i just didn’t feel like watching anything.