i cant stop thinking about it
people say “you should just move on” but how? how are you supposed to move on when it keeps popping up in your head, constantly reminding you of how much of a faliure you are.
i couldn’t sleep last night. i mean, i kinda did. but in short spurts. id wake up then fall asleep.
i hate how one single image can just make me feel like the worst person on the planet. Or even the most toxic i guess.
i could have been there with them but i had to go and fuck it all up like i always do.
i cant even distract my self with games and when i tried to go on youtube i just didn’t feel like watching anything.
its not really getting better
i kept getting constant reminders so i had to unfollow someone on insta
bad mood
feel kinda pathetic and regretful about alot of stuff
important
ok so 2 days ago i think i wanted to watch tv
now adays i usually just watch stuff on LIFE
so i turn the tv on and go to the channel
my strange addiction was on
it was the furry episode
i kinda felt attacked tbh